I'm MOOODY.

grarraaargrarraaaarrr....

O! HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!
^________^

ha... what a way to start off the new year... mooooddy as fuck.


today on sproul i actually heard a lil of what the black preacher doode was saying. HE'S WEIRD!!!! "I don't like umbrellas. I HATE umbrellas."
and then he was in front of the "Fuck your cell phone" guy. anndd... hahaha, it was funny cause he was just like... feeding off that guy, saying "yes and you carry around that phone!"
and the fuck your cell phone guy was like... how he always is... "go fuck your cell phone!" and the likes~



BAHH
its very unfortunate that i'm at home and moody and not at skool where i can at least guilt friends into hugs....
poo...

cheers to a new year~
ooo, i hope its a good one~~~
only i can make it happen.
i'll trying to be more positive later...

punk music

I love punk cause it holds a lot of truth.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkrHYHqChlI

exactly.

and.
Bad Religion is the best band evarrrr~~
Their music is commentary on religion, evolution, society, social constructs, the government....
*sigh*

The Aquabats is just fuunnnn... they sing about themselves, or they sing about something really really really random.
Their love songs are cute too.

AFI.
I miss their old sound.


Iono.... i like things that make sense, or make me laugh.....



Lyrics to the youtube link~
"Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

The connotations wearing my nerves thin
Could it be semantics generating the mess we're in?
I understand that language breeds stereotype
But what's the explanation for the malice, for the spite?

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

I wasn't brought here, I was born
Circumsized, categorized, allegiance sworn,
Does this mean I have to take such shit
For being fairskinned? No!
I ain't a part of no conspiracy,
I'm just you're average Joe.

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

Represents everything I hate,
The soap shoved in your mouth to cleanse the mind
The vast majority of sheep
A buttoned collar, starched and bleached
Constricting veins, the blood flow to the brain slows
They're so fuckin' ordinary white

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

We're better off this way
Say what you're gonna say
So go ahead and label me
An asshole cause I can
Accept responsibility, for what I've done
But not for who I am

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white"
~NOFX

my head hurts...

Today was a long day.
A very long day.
I feel incompetent in everything I do, and I have to somehow put on a show so that it looks like I know what I'm doing.
god. fuck it.
I got back a midterm today that I was sorta confident about. Goes to show what confidence does to you. Makes you big headed and arrogant, and that I should keep my head on the ground as to never be disappointed. I live MOST of my life this way, why did I forget this one moment and get pummeled soo bad?

ugh, whatever.

emm... someone told me to go boost japan's birthrate today. actually, shwee~chan said that. stupid boy.

IM FULL OF ANGST AND RAGE AND BLAAAAAAAHHHH.
hahahhaa, no not really.
im full of bones, blood, organs, muscle, fat... small brain... even smaller heart... what else?

I DID IT~

i was late to class~
^__________^
ok.... no one knows the significance but like... my roommates and a few ppl~
^__________^

the next step?
not be a chicken.
can i do it?
probably not...
CRY.

imma be an old lonely hag when i grow up...

*look of disgust*

I come back to my apt to find the hot water of the kitchen sink running.
No one was at all paniky, no one at all was like ACK WASTE OF WATER!!!
I asked, "did anyone call the emergency line?"
"We called, and left a message to the regular number."
"That's not the emergency line."
I call the emergency line. The guy's kid picks up. His dad is in the bathroom. Kid said his dad will call me back.
His dad calls me back, and he said to look under the sink and to turn the valve. And that they will come in the morning.
It's like a miracle! The water stopped leaking! In a matter of 10 mins of me being back in the apt.
I wonder how long the water has been running? The apt is very steamy...

Another note.
I was very sick.
VERYVERYVERY sick last week.
I usually go to class with a fever not knowing I have one till I get back to my apt exhausted.
But no! Last week, I actually missed two days of school....
My mom called me on friday saying that she wasnt going to come and visit even though she said she was, and i cried, and then my dad called and suggested i go home, and i cried and then took the next train back home.
MAN IT FELT GREAT TO BE HOME~!
nomnomnom soup~

Why I disapprove of e

It's a really stupid reason, and probably not the right reason either, but the reason why I disapprove is because a friend of mine in high school, when i was a soph and he was a senior put both his hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eyes and said:
"I never want you to ever ever ever drink alcohol, have sex, or drop e. Got it? Never. You're not allowed to. Don't do them. Don't have sex. Don't drink. Don't drop e!!"
This comes from a boy who goes to parties almost every night and wheres a bracelet that says XTC on it.
What sparked him to say this to me? I think he had a bad weekend with some guy at a rave... poor boy...
but anywho, I decided that I would TRY to honor his words? The problem is though that I want babies, and... I drink socially....
So.
The last thing.
No XTC.

i miss him...

Nerdy~

I abide by "Eulanca's Periodic Table of Men."

and, i'm even more in love with sonny than ever~ XDDDD

and, i'm starting to dig white guys again....

and, there was a guy on college who was like yelling at the bus stop, and like, a kid walks past and i was like OMG THAT POOR KID HAD TO PASS BY A SCARY STINKY YELLING OLD MAN~!!
but i don't think he got damaged in any way... meh, its what you get when you live in berkeley~