march 29th, 2009: acquired rival

Cause I want to conquer the world.

I got hit on today...

I tell the tale to a dear friend online~

shhh impunk (23:58:24): ok, i shall start

Tonywitknives (23:58:33): yesyes

shhh impunk (23:58:40): it all began today when my mom dropped me off at the library so i can study

shhh impunk (23:59:00): i studied for a good hour, and the library PA kept going off announcing that it was closing time

shhh impunk (23:59:35): they said that they were closing the bathroom 5 mins till closing, and i didnt want to miss that, so i went to the bathroom, but i still had like.. 15 mins till the library closed, but i didnt want to linger inside anymore, so i sat outside

shhh impunk (23:59:59): and in sitting outside, there were a few teenagers hanging around by the other benches

shhh impunk (0:00:08): there were 3 boys and one girl

shhh impunk (0:00:33): and so i'm sitting, not really paying attnetion to anything in particular, just waiting for my mom to come pick me up

shhh impunk (0:00:44): and then i hear a "hey! what's ur number!"

shhh impunk (0:00:52): and i intentionally ignore this

shhh impunk (0:01:26): since i have bangs, i kinda glanced a peak at them, and yes, the tall one and the short one were looking in my direction...

shhh impunk (0:01:39): so i kept looking at the parking lot thinking, o god.. please noo....

shhh impunk (0:01:41): and then

shhh impunk (0:01:46): the tall one walks over

shhh impunk (0:01:51): let me describe him

Tonywitknives (0:01:58): LOL

shhh impunk (0:03:17): he is tall, skinny, looks of mexican decent possibly mixed with white and azn, his hair was colored red with black highlights... if thats possible, he wore gloves with the fingers cut off.... basically, if you kno the type of crowd of kids who were kinda... gothic, but not really gothic, he was that

shhh impunk (0:03:19): anywho

shhh impunk (0:03:22): he came up to me

shhh impunk (0:03:42): and said "hi my name is ___" and he held is hand out for me to shake

shhh impunk (0:04:05): i really blinked like... 5 times, looking at him and then at his hand, and then i shook it and said, "hi, i'm sarah"

shhh impunk (0:04:07): then

shhh impunk (0:04:20): he said, "you're very beautiful"

shhh impunk (0:04:31): and he ran back with me saying "thank you" after him

shhh impunk (0:04:38): so i continued to sit

shhh impunk (0:04:47): and i see the short one still looking at me...

Tonywitknives (0:04:49): awwwwwwwwwwww

shhh impunk (0:05:05): and then those kids are saying something to each other, and then the short one walks over to me.....

shhh impunk (0:05:14): "whats up with him today?" he says

shhh impunk (0:05:22): "i have no idea, i dont even kno the guy" i say

shhh impunk (0:05:33): and... that boy keeps trying to talk to me

shhh impunk (0:05:37): and i'm like, how old are you?

shhh impunk (0:05:40): he says 18

shhh impunk (0:05:45): and im like... o, ok...

shhh impunk (0:05:52): and then he asks how old i am

shhh impunk (0:05:55): and i said 21

shhh impunk (0:05:56): and he was like

shhh impunk (0:05:59): 21?!?!?

shhh impunk (0:06:00): what?!

shhh impunk (0:06:17): and i was like.. yeaa...

Tonywitknives (0:06:28): awwwwwwwwwwwwww

Tonywitknives (0:06:31): XDD

shhh impunk (0:06:33): and so he still kept trying to talk to me...

shhh impunk (0:06:35): he would go away

Tonywitknives (0:06:36): its ok. we're ancient

shhh impunk (0:06:39): hahaha

shhh impunk (0:06:40): yea...

shhh impunk (0:06:53): but he kept talking to me!

Tonywitknives (0:06:59): awwwwwwwww

shhh impunk (0:07:00): so i said, yea... i like older guys... sry

shhh impunk (0:07:04): and he was like, how much older?

shhh impunk (0:07:08): and i said about 5 years

shhh impunk (0:07:10): and he was like...

shhh impunk (0:07:12): 5 years?

shhh impunk (0:07:14): that means like...

shhh impunk (0:07:25): and it took him 30 seconds, and then i finished the sentcne, 26?

shhh impunk (0:07:29): and he was like, yea!

Tonywitknives (0:07:30): 26, yes i can do math too

Tonywitknives (0:07:31): lolol

shhh impunk (0:07:33): hahah

shhh impunk (0:07:34): srsly

shhh impunk (0:07:37): so then he was like

shhh impunk (0:07:40): i'm actually 19

shhh impunk (0:07:45): and i was like, o really?

shhh impunk (0:07:53): and he said, yea, i was 18 in 2006

shhh impunk (0:07:56): and then i was like...

shhh impunk (0:07:58): wait, what?

shhh impunk (0:08:00): how does that work?

Tonywitknives (0:08:04): and im actually 21

shhh impunk (0:08:11): and he was like, iono, i was 17 in.... 200....

shhh impunk (0:08:14): 7? i said?

shhh impunk (0:08:16): *said

shhh impunk (0:08:19): and he was like, yea

shhh impunk (0:08:31): and so i was getting fed up, and i saw my mom's car coming, FINALLY

Tonywitknives (0:08:37): AHAHAHAHAHHAHA

shhh impunk (0:08:41): so then he was like

Tonywitknives (0:08:41): AHAHAAHHA

Tonywitknives (0:08:41): THAT HIS

Tonywitknives (0:08:41): WAJFWEFAW

Tonywitknives (0:08:43): xDDDD

shhh impunk (0:08:47): yea... i'm kind of a player

Tonywitknives (0:08:50): oh shit u gotta bounce?

Tonywitknives (0:08:52): oh

shhh impunk (0:08:52): and im like, o really now...

shhh impunk (0:09:04): and then he was like, yea, you watch two and and half men?

shhh impunk (0:09:07): and i'm like, yea...

Tonywitknives (0:09:08): i really want you now ~_^

shhh impunk (0:09:19): and he was like, yea, i'm like charlie

shhh impunk (0:09:26): and i was like, well, i have to go. bye

shhh impunk (0:09:28): and left

shhh impunk (0:09:34): and when i got to the car

shhh impunk (0:09:35): i was like

shhh impunk (0:09:41): MOMMY!!!!!!! SCAARYY!

shhh impunk (0:09:42): OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

shhh impunk (0:09:50): i forgot something important the short one said

Tonywitknives (0:09:54): AHAHAHHAAAH

Tonywitknives (0:09:58): awwww

Tonywitknives (0:10:01): that was hilarious though

shhh impunk (0:10:03): "does he scare you?" in reference to the tall one

shhh impunk (0:10:10): and i said no

shhh impunk (0:10:18): and thats why i asked him how old he was

shhh impunk (0:10:20): there we go

shhh impunk (0:10:22): makes sense

shhh impunk (0:10:23): omgg....

shhh impunk (0:10:25): ridiculous

shhh impunk (0:10:36): i really would have perfered the taller one talking to me....

Tonywitknives (0:10:52): ahahahaahhaahhahaha

shhh impunk (0:11:18): another thing he started talking about was how ppl dont beleive that he's 19, and that his firend, he says he's 18 to get cigs, but no one knows if he's telling the truth

shhh impunk (0:11:26): and i was like... yea... fake id's and such...

shhh impunk (0:11:27): XDDD

there ends the tale of me getting hit on....
ugh... i bet these kids are from either el camino high or mira loma....
if mira loma... i used to be firends with kids JUST like them....
*sighface*
i dont really mean the 26 year-old bit.... but no more than 5 years is what i meant...

lalala, maybe this gives me more confidence for kluck??
^___^

I'm MOOODY.

grarraaargrarraaaarrr....

O! HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!
^________^

ha... what a way to start off the new year... mooooddy as fuck.


today on sproul i actually heard a lil of what the black preacher doode was saying. HE'S WEIRD!!!! "I don't like umbrellas. I HATE umbrellas."
and then he was in front of the "Fuck your cell phone" guy. anndd... hahaha, it was funny cause he was just like... feeding off that guy, saying "yes and you carry around that phone!"
and the fuck your cell phone guy was like... how he always is... "go fuck your cell phone!" and the likes~



BAHH
its very unfortunate that i'm at home and moody and not at skool where i can at least guilt friends into hugs....
poo...

cheers to a new year~
ooo, i hope its a good one~~~
only i can make it happen.
i'll trying to be more positive later...

punk music

I love punk cause it holds a lot of truth.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkrHYHqChlI

exactly.

and.
Bad Religion is the best band evarrrr~~
Their music is commentary on religion, evolution, society, social constructs, the government....
*sigh*

The Aquabats is just fuunnnn... they sing about themselves, or they sing about something really really really random.
Their love songs are cute too.

AFI.
I miss their old sound.


Iono.... i like things that make sense, or make me laugh.....



Lyrics to the youtube link~
"Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

The connotations wearing my nerves thin
Could it be semantics generating the mess we're in?
I understand that language breeds stereotype
But what's the explanation for the malice, for the spite?

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

I wasn't brought here, I was born
Circumsized, categorized, allegiance sworn,
Does this mean I have to take such shit
For being fairskinned? No!
I ain't a part of no conspiracy,
I'm just you're average Joe.

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

Represents everything I hate,
The soap shoved in your mouth to cleanse the mind
The vast majority of sheep
A buttoned collar, starched and bleached
Constricting veins, the blood flow to the brain slows
They're so fuckin' ordinary white

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

We're better off this way
Say what you're gonna say
So go ahead and label me
An asshole cause I can
Accept responsibility, for what I've done
But not for who I am

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white"
~NOFX

my head hurts...

Today was a long day.
A very long day.
I feel incompetent in everything I do, and I have to somehow put on a show so that it looks like I know what I'm doing.
god. fuck it.
I got back a midterm today that I was sorta confident about. Goes to show what confidence does to you. Makes you big headed and arrogant, and that I should keep my head on the ground as to never be disappointed. I live MOST of my life this way, why did I forget this one moment and get pummeled soo bad?

ugh, whatever.

emm... someone told me to go boost japan's birthrate today. actually, shwee~chan said that. stupid boy.

IM FULL OF ANGST AND RAGE AND BLAAAAAAAHHHH.
hahahhaa, no not really.
im full of bones, blood, organs, muscle, fat... small brain... even smaller heart... what else?

I DID IT~

i was late to class~
^__________^
ok.... no one knows the significance but like... my roommates and a few ppl~
^__________^

the next step?
not be a chicken.
can i do it?
probably not...
CRY.

imma be an old lonely hag when i grow up...