the grossest thing i've ever seen in my life.

I've seen many disgusting things before. Public bathrooms and people who decide to poo on the seat, or women who shit and are on their period, and decide not to flush. Roadkill in which the guts looked like they were squished out of the anus. A decapitated fly (ok, that may not be too bad, but i think about if I were headless and then feel uneasy).

What I saw today trumps them all.
My roommates used pad.
On our bedroom floor.

To me, no used pad ever should leave the bathroom unless the trash is being taken out, and the pad is in the big plastic bag.
UNDERSTAND ME~!?

*disgusted to the max*

Another thing!

The preacher man~!!
the tall, wonderful voiced, preacher man who is usually in btwn dwinelle and wheeler, or in front of sather gate!!!!

SO!
i always want to listen to what he says, cause he's the most docile one of all the icons on campus.
I was walking past really slowly one day, and i heard him say this in deep, amazing voice:
"I only know one word in vietnamese. I can't tell you that word, it's a dirty one." *chucklechuckle*

i like how he chuckled at the end~
^_________^
imma miss things like this~

straaaaaaaannnggeeee~!

SO!
this was on tuesday:
Walking to Tolman, off to my adorable gsi's OH, and i almost got hit by a bike.
But it wasnt my fault!!!! i was walking, and she just kinda swerved out of the bike area into me.
I said, "sry" and this is what happened next:
Her: Oh, no, sry! o shit, wait wait!
me: huh?
Her: can you tell me if there is a stain on my butt? *half falling off her bike, she sticks her butt in my direction*
me: no, but... there's a hole...
Her: O yea, i kno about the hole, THANKS! *bikes off*

the hole was on the inner upper thigh, so not anywhere toootally scandalous.


i took the elevator up to gsi's office, i walked in with the most bewildered look on my face, he asked what was wrong, and then i told him the story.
That man laughs at me too much...


but yes. some people....

i like typing

yes.
very much.
i like typing a lot.
cuase its easy.
i dont like the phone.
its hard to talk to others.
especially if you cant control your voice and its all high pitched and gross.
cant STAND it.
XDD
i like listening to others talk.
most other people have nice voices.
my grad students voice sucks.
but.
what he says is funny.



uh oh, still feeling ANXIOUS.


HAPPI BARSUDAI TWIN~!

larlarlar

My name is Sia.
I have a twin named Bamara.
We're twins from different mothers.
We have ESP.


or, we are just around each other too much...
HAHAHHAHAHA *snort* HAHAHHAHA
huuuuuuhuuuuuuuuhuuuuuuuuu
hyahyahyahya~~!!!
hehehhehee
heeeeeeeeeehheeeeeeeeeeeehheeeeeeeeee.
yepp.
it is possible.

hungry

what i want to eat:
chipotle
tofu soup
subway
persian food
really good ramen
pizza


now give me money.

sleeeeppy

no, not really.

so, since thursday, i've been feeling EXTREMELY anxious. like, to the max.

i feel really really nervous over... i think nothing. there's nothing to be nervous about!

but in the pit of my stomach, there is that tumbling feeling....... and it wont go away.....

so far the only thing that works to bring it down a bit is walking, or going to the rsf, or laughing hysterically (thanx btak~)... but then it comes back like... an hour later~

*cry*

one of my grad students got married yesterday, and it was the first wedding i've been to~

i've been to receptions before, but this is the first time i saw the bride and the groom in one second be free then the next they are legally bounded to each other. it was great.

later that night i saw my professor get drunk. that was great. and i danced with one of my fav gay boys~

^_________^

WHY DONT PPL CALL ME AFTER I'VE CALLED THEM!??!?!?!?

pissy, really. i called my firend on monday and said, hey i'm going to pick up my guitar on friday, and he was like ok. i call him friday about 5 times cause i was in the area, and he didnt pick up, nor did he ever call me back! grargragrar...

yesterday, i called bob twice because i really want to talk to him, and to get rid of my feelings of anxiety, i wanted to go up to the big c as well. but nooooo, of course he doesnt pick up, and of course he doesnt call back.

my roommate actually convinced me to call up white boy afterwards and ask him to walk up with me. he actually answered!! and said he was busy at the mo, but call later that night and see whats up then. did he call back? no. i cried a lil inside. you know what he did instead? fb'd me. and said he just got back to his place and was tired and maybe next weekendish go and have bob go too?

T___________T

actually crying would be stupid, but i felt like crap.

i <3>

huge asshole, but his heart is somewhat in the right place. usually. maybe. i hope so!

im feeling very anxious right now.

its like blargblargblarg.

i want a hug. not just a small simple one.

thats stupid.

i want a good meaningful one.

too bad i cant get one of those anymore. who would i get them from?

unfortunately, i feel like its come to a time where my friends are the ones i dont hug, i hug awkwardly with, or i hug briefly with...

thats fucking horse shit.

remember that controversial article "why i hate black people"?

If you don't remember, here it is:

"Here is a list of reasons why we should discriminate against blacks, starting from the most obvious down to the least obvious:

• Blacks hate us. Every Asian who has ever come across them knows that they take almost every opportunity to hurl racist remarks at us.

In my experience, I would say about 90 percent of blacks I have met, regardless of age or environment, poke fun at the very sight of an Asian. Furthermore, their activity in the media proves their hatred: Rush Hour, Exit Wounds, Hot 97, etc.

• Contrary to media depictions, I would argue that blacks are weak-willed. They are the only race that has been enslaved for 300 years. It's unbelievable that it took them that long to fight back.

On the other hand, we slaughtered the Russians in the Japanese-Russo War.

• Blacks are easy to coerce. This is proven by the fact that so many of them, including Reverend Al Sharpton, tend to be Christians.

Yet, at the same time, they spend much of their time whining about how much they hate "the whites that oppressed them."

Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't Christianity the religion that the whites forced upon them?

• Blacks don't get it. I know it's a blunt and crass comment, but it's true. When I was in high school, I recall a class debate in which one half of the class was chosen to defend black slavery and the other half was chosen to defend liberation.

Disturbingly, blacks on the prior side viciously defended slavery as well as Christianity. They say if you don't study history, you're condemned to repeat it.

In high school, I only remember one black student ever attending any of my honors and AP courses. And that student was caught cheating.

It is rather troubling that they are treated as heroes, but then again, whites will do anything to defend them."

So this was published in Asian Week Magazine by Kenneth Eng.

Why do I bring this up?

Today, I got out of lab early, and wanted to be able to find this one lotion that can only be found in specific Walgreens, so obviously none of the ones nearby. I got on the 51, took it all the way to San Pablo, then took the 72R to the Walgreens on Ashby. I found my fave lotion that I couldn't find in like... 4 years?? ANYWHO.

I wait about 10 mins at the bus stop, hop on the 72M, get off at University, and walk all the way down past Sacramento St. to be able to catch either the 51 or 52L back to the apartment. I was tired when I reached the bus stop, and had to wait another 10 mins for the 51 to arrive. I get on the bus, and there aren't really any available seats, but there was a place to perch, so I chose that (REALLY!! On the new buses, they have perching spots!!)

Anywho, so in front of where I was perching was a big black lady and her cute lil son sitting on the chairs that spring back. The lady had a big cart with a whole bunch of bags from Grocery Outlet. So we're coming to the stop where they're about to get off of, and she's behind her cart, and her son is still sitting, and I'm tiredly perching in front of where her son was sitting. It looked like there would be enough space for her to get through, and if anything, her son should get up to get out of the bus anyways. So I just perched.

When the bus came to a stop, she rammed that cart into me, and do you know what she said?

"I told you to move. You still be standing there, seeing me, like you retarded."

And I was just shocked. Ok, maybe I saw her, but... she said nothing to me before she called me retarded. I almost shouted out after her "You would act differently if I was a tall black man," but I didn't. I just, moved my legs out of the way as she bustled out all huffy.

So I do this a lot in my head:

My immediate reaction: My first thought was of how because she is black, she is allowed to say anything and do whatever she wants. Because a hundred years ago, her greatgreatgreatgreat grandparents were slaves, she has to right to be angry and hate against others whos histories aren't so well known in the United States. My fucking background is being Asian where I get asked stupid questions like when in line at a grocery store with a guy behind me, a woman asks if I'm in line, and me being Middle Eastern where I have actually had the look of horror, or been asked if I or my dad was a terrorist. Cuase yea, I fuckin oppressed her, she can say whatever. She didn't tell me to move! And if she angled the cart right, she wouldn't have ran into me. It would havebeen a tight fit, but she would have made it. No, instead she says a lie and calls me retarded. Thanks lady.

Reevaluting the situation: I should have known that she would run into me. I should have just been out of the way in the first place. Shit, I go to Berkeley, I should act smart, right? I should have guessed that there was no way she was going to use her head to try not to run into me, or to even say something. But then again, she didn't really need to right? I should have been able to evaluate the situation and already have moved. She must have been tired too, having just gone grocery shopping her her son, she couldnt possibly think to try to pass through a small space. I get it. I'm in the wrong.

Whatever. I'm usually wrong. I still feel like she was in the wrong, but... what can I do? I don't hate black people. But I wish some of them (not all, cause there are pleeeenntty of people I know who don't act like this...) would stop acting like they... are entitled to something.

i. love. kids.

yep.

i really do.

*cryface*

no, i'm not crying, but.... raar, money is always hard...

how the hell am i going to get my parents to pay near $200 more for my apt?? my dad's a freakin rug salesman! my roommates mom is a doctor, and her dad co-invented some computer thing(i forgot what... a processor?? hmm, i really forgot), she's working at cisco this summer where she is going to be paid what... $15-20 and hour or so? so it's easy for her to say we're just going to have to split rent three ways, but.... eez not that eezy! >________<

i need another roommate...

i need another roommate...

they would pay $700 in the summer if all they want is summer cause they would get their own room. We'd want them to pay $750, but $700 would do.

i need another roommate...

i need another roommate...

during the year it would be $603.36~ not too bad~

askldflkamncv;kaldjnf;ioawejfalkjdf

help~

helphelphelp~

ack

HELP

*drowning*

someone live with me... please....

its sooo cooll~

up-up-down-down-left-right-left-right-b-a-enter

push those keys in facebook, the coolest effect happens~

Sure thing, No fail method to make me cry

Sing "In My Life" by The Beatles.

Decadence sang it, and I almost started bawling.

omg... singing it makes me cry!!!
CRRRRRRYY!!!!

it's almost over~

This semester is almost over and done with...
Soon all the seniors will be gone.
Soon I'll be graduating and making my way through the real world.

*shudders*
sounds gross.
I'd rather stay in this secure bubble that is college.
It's hard, it's annoying, it's painful and gross, but... it's safe.
I'm sheltered from harsh realities that is discrimination.
Some may not think so... but we have so much power on campus.
Move into the world that is work, we lose our strength as we just try to do as much as we can to survive and see tomorrow for ourselves and for our future kids. Less time... less money... less opportunities...


On a more immature note, I WONT HAVE CLASS WITH *KLUCK* ANYMOREE!!!
*cry*

observation made

crying in the shower is not effective.

o.m.g.

make it stoppp~
i cant think of anything else.....


I'm going to be vain for one moment:
i get at least 7 hours of sleep each night.
why are there still these HUGE bags under my eyes?
and why is it when im hungry, instead of just hunger pains i get pains like my stomach is deteriorating from the acid? there's always acid, why now does it act up??

hahaha, i love my roommates.
we decided that god is a beautiful, black, bodacious woman who actually is testing us to see how strong willed and independent we are (we as in women, forget you males, you already fail with the poor placement of your reproductive organs. maybe god just wanted something to laugh at so made that.)

i need to add: im a big evolutionist.


my wedding song: island in the sun by weezer~
future husband better approve or else he's gonna be miserable for the rest of our lives cause once married to me, ALWAYS MARRIED TO ME.
bwahahahahah.

march 29th, 2009: acquired rival

Cause I want to conquer the world.

I got hit on today...

I tell the tale to a dear friend online~

shhh impunk (23:58:24): ok, i shall start

Tonywitknives (23:58:33): yesyes

shhh impunk (23:58:40): it all began today when my mom dropped me off at the library so i can study

shhh impunk (23:59:00): i studied for a good hour, and the library PA kept going off announcing that it was closing time

shhh impunk (23:59:35): they said that they were closing the bathroom 5 mins till closing, and i didnt want to miss that, so i went to the bathroom, but i still had like.. 15 mins till the library closed, but i didnt want to linger inside anymore, so i sat outside

shhh impunk (23:59:59): and in sitting outside, there were a few teenagers hanging around by the other benches

shhh impunk (0:00:08): there were 3 boys and one girl

shhh impunk (0:00:33): and so i'm sitting, not really paying attnetion to anything in particular, just waiting for my mom to come pick me up

shhh impunk (0:00:44): and then i hear a "hey! what's ur number!"

shhh impunk (0:00:52): and i intentionally ignore this

shhh impunk (0:01:26): since i have bangs, i kinda glanced a peak at them, and yes, the tall one and the short one were looking in my direction...

shhh impunk (0:01:39): so i kept looking at the parking lot thinking, o god.. please noo....

shhh impunk (0:01:41): and then

shhh impunk (0:01:46): the tall one walks over

shhh impunk (0:01:51): let me describe him

Tonywitknives (0:01:58): LOL

shhh impunk (0:03:17): he is tall, skinny, looks of mexican decent possibly mixed with white and azn, his hair was colored red with black highlights... if thats possible, he wore gloves with the fingers cut off.... basically, if you kno the type of crowd of kids who were kinda... gothic, but not really gothic, he was that

shhh impunk (0:03:19): anywho

shhh impunk (0:03:22): he came up to me

shhh impunk (0:03:42): and said "hi my name is ___" and he held is hand out for me to shake

shhh impunk (0:04:05): i really blinked like... 5 times, looking at him and then at his hand, and then i shook it and said, "hi, i'm sarah"

shhh impunk (0:04:07): then

shhh impunk (0:04:20): he said, "you're very beautiful"

shhh impunk (0:04:31): and he ran back with me saying "thank you" after him

shhh impunk (0:04:38): so i continued to sit

shhh impunk (0:04:47): and i see the short one still looking at me...

Tonywitknives (0:04:49): awwwwwwwwwwww

shhh impunk (0:05:05): and then those kids are saying something to each other, and then the short one walks over to me.....

shhh impunk (0:05:14): "whats up with him today?" he says

shhh impunk (0:05:22): "i have no idea, i dont even kno the guy" i say

shhh impunk (0:05:33): and... that boy keeps trying to talk to me

shhh impunk (0:05:37): and i'm like, how old are you?

shhh impunk (0:05:40): he says 18

shhh impunk (0:05:45): and im like... o, ok...

shhh impunk (0:05:52): and then he asks how old i am

shhh impunk (0:05:55): and i said 21

shhh impunk (0:05:56): and he was like

shhh impunk (0:05:59): 21?!?!?

shhh impunk (0:06:00): what?!

shhh impunk (0:06:17): and i was like.. yeaa...

Tonywitknives (0:06:28): awwwwwwwwwwwwww

Tonywitknives (0:06:31): XDD

shhh impunk (0:06:33): and so he still kept trying to talk to me...

shhh impunk (0:06:35): he would go away

Tonywitknives (0:06:36): its ok. we're ancient

shhh impunk (0:06:39): hahaha

shhh impunk (0:06:40): yea...

shhh impunk (0:06:53): but he kept talking to me!

Tonywitknives (0:06:59): awwwwwwwww

shhh impunk (0:07:00): so i said, yea... i like older guys... sry

shhh impunk (0:07:04): and he was like, how much older?

shhh impunk (0:07:08): and i said about 5 years

shhh impunk (0:07:10): and he was like...

shhh impunk (0:07:12): 5 years?

shhh impunk (0:07:14): that means like...

shhh impunk (0:07:25): and it took him 30 seconds, and then i finished the sentcne, 26?

shhh impunk (0:07:29): and he was like, yea!

Tonywitknives (0:07:30): 26, yes i can do math too

Tonywitknives (0:07:31): lolol

shhh impunk (0:07:33): hahah

shhh impunk (0:07:34): srsly

shhh impunk (0:07:37): so then he was like

shhh impunk (0:07:40): i'm actually 19

shhh impunk (0:07:45): and i was like, o really?

shhh impunk (0:07:53): and he said, yea, i was 18 in 2006

shhh impunk (0:07:56): and then i was like...

shhh impunk (0:07:58): wait, what?

shhh impunk (0:08:00): how does that work?

Tonywitknives (0:08:04): and im actually 21

shhh impunk (0:08:11): and he was like, iono, i was 17 in.... 200....

shhh impunk (0:08:14): 7? i said?

shhh impunk (0:08:16): *said

shhh impunk (0:08:19): and he was like, yea

shhh impunk (0:08:31): and so i was getting fed up, and i saw my mom's car coming, FINALLY

Tonywitknives (0:08:37): AHAHAHAHAHHAHA

shhh impunk (0:08:41): so then he was like

Tonywitknives (0:08:41): AHAHAAHHA

Tonywitknives (0:08:41): THAT HIS

Tonywitknives (0:08:41): WAJFWEFAW

Tonywitknives (0:08:43): xDDDD

shhh impunk (0:08:47): yea... i'm kind of a player

Tonywitknives (0:08:50): oh shit u gotta bounce?

Tonywitknives (0:08:52): oh

shhh impunk (0:08:52): and im like, o really now...

shhh impunk (0:09:04): and then he was like, yea, you watch two and and half men?

shhh impunk (0:09:07): and i'm like, yea...

Tonywitknives (0:09:08): i really want you now ~_^

shhh impunk (0:09:19): and he was like, yea, i'm like charlie

shhh impunk (0:09:26): and i was like, well, i have to go. bye

shhh impunk (0:09:28): and left

shhh impunk (0:09:34): and when i got to the car

shhh impunk (0:09:35): i was like

shhh impunk (0:09:41): MOMMY!!!!!!! SCAARYY!

shhh impunk (0:09:42): OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

shhh impunk (0:09:50): i forgot something important the short one said

Tonywitknives (0:09:54): AHAHAHHAAAH

Tonywitknives (0:09:58): awwww

Tonywitknives (0:10:01): that was hilarious though

shhh impunk (0:10:03): "does he scare you?" in reference to the tall one

shhh impunk (0:10:10): and i said no

shhh impunk (0:10:18): and thats why i asked him how old he was

shhh impunk (0:10:20): there we go

shhh impunk (0:10:22): makes sense

shhh impunk (0:10:23): omgg....

shhh impunk (0:10:25): ridiculous

shhh impunk (0:10:36): i really would have perfered the taller one talking to me....

Tonywitknives (0:10:52): ahahahaahhaahhahaha

shhh impunk (0:11:18): another thing he started talking about was how ppl dont beleive that he's 19, and that his firend, he says he's 18 to get cigs, but no one knows if he's telling the truth

shhh impunk (0:11:26): and i was like... yea... fake id's and such...

shhh impunk (0:11:27): XDDD

there ends the tale of me getting hit on....
ugh... i bet these kids are from either el camino high or mira loma....
if mira loma... i used to be firends with kids JUST like them....
*sighface*
i dont really mean the 26 year-old bit.... but no more than 5 years is what i meant...

lalala, maybe this gives me more confidence for kluck??
^___^

I'm MOOODY.

grarraaargrarraaaarrr....

O! HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!
^________^

ha... what a way to start off the new year... mooooddy as fuck.


today on sproul i actually heard a lil of what the black preacher doode was saying. HE'S WEIRD!!!! "I don't like umbrellas. I HATE umbrellas."
and then he was in front of the "Fuck your cell phone" guy. anndd... hahaha, it was funny cause he was just like... feeding off that guy, saying "yes and you carry around that phone!"
and the fuck your cell phone guy was like... how he always is... "go fuck your cell phone!" and the likes~



BAHH
its very unfortunate that i'm at home and moody and not at skool where i can at least guilt friends into hugs....
poo...

cheers to a new year~
ooo, i hope its a good one~~~
only i can make it happen.
i'll trying to be more positive later...

punk music

I love punk cause it holds a lot of truth.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkrHYHqChlI

exactly.

and.
Bad Religion is the best band evarrrr~~
Their music is commentary on religion, evolution, society, social constructs, the government....
*sigh*

The Aquabats is just fuunnnn... they sing about themselves, or they sing about something really really really random.
Their love songs are cute too.

AFI.
I miss their old sound.


Iono.... i like things that make sense, or make me laugh.....



Lyrics to the youtube link~
"Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

The connotations wearing my nerves thin
Could it be semantics generating the mess we're in?
I understand that language breeds stereotype
But what's the explanation for the malice, for the spite?

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

I wasn't brought here, I was born
Circumsized, categorized, allegiance sworn,
Does this mean I have to take such shit
For being fairskinned? No!
I ain't a part of no conspiracy,
I'm just you're average Joe.

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

Represents everything I hate,
The soap shoved in your mouth to cleanse the mind
The vast majority of sheep
A buttoned collar, starched and bleached
Constricting veins, the blood flow to the brain slows
They're so fuckin' ordinary white

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white

We're better off this way
Say what you're gonna say
So go ahead and label me
An asshole cause I can
Accept responsibility, for what I've done
But not for who I am

Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white
Don't call me white, Don't call me white"
~NOFX

my head hurts...

Today was a long day.
A very long day.
I feel incompetent in everything I do, and I have to somehow put on a show so that it looks like I know what I'm doing.
god. fuck it.
I got back a midterm today that I was sorta confident about. Goes to show what confidence does to you. Makes you big headed and arrogant, and that I should keep my head on the ground as to never be disappointed. I live MOST of my life this way, why did I forget this one moment and get pummeled soo bad?

ugh, whatever.

emm... someone told me to go boost japan's birthrate today. actually, shwee~chan said that. stupid boy.

IM FULL OF ANGST AND RAGE AND BLAAAAAAAHHHH.
hahahhaa, no not really.
im full of bones, blood, organs, muscle, fat... small brain... even smaller heart... what else?

I DID IT~

i was late to class~
^__________^
ok.... no one knows the significance but like... my roommates and a few ppl~
^__________^

the next step?
not be a chicken.
can i do it?
probably not...
CRY.

imma be an old lonely hag when i grow up...

*look of disgust*

I come back to my apt to find the hot water of the kitchen sink running.
No one was at all paniky, no one at all was like ACK WASTE OF WATER!!!
I asked, "did anyone call the emergency line?"
"We called, and left a message to the regular number."
"That's not the emergency line."
I call the emergency line. The guy's kid picks up. His dad is in the bathroom. Kid said his dad will call me back.
His dad calls me back, and he said to look under the sink and to turn the valve. And that they will come in the morning.
It's like a miracle! The water stopped leaking! In a matter of 10 mins of me being back in the apt.
I wonder how long the water has been running? The apt is very steamy...

Another note.
I was very sick.
VERYVERYVERY sick last week.
I usually go to class with a fever not knowing I have one till I get back to my apt exhausted.
But no! Last week, I actually missed two days of school....
My mom called me on friday saying that she wasnt going to come and visit even though she said she was, and i cried, and then my dad called and suggested i go home, and i cried and then took the next train back home.
MAN IT FELT GREAT TO BE HOME~!
nomnomnom soup~

Why I disapprove of e

It's a really stupid reason, and probably not the right reason either, but the reason why I disapprove is because a friend of mine in high school, when i was a soph and he was a senior put both his hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eyes and said:
"I never want you to ever ever ever drink alcohol, have sex, or drop e. Got it? Never. You're not allowed to. Don't do them. Don't have sex. Don't drink. Don't drop e!!"
This comes from a boy who goes to parties almost every night and wheres a bracelet that says XTC on it.
What sparked him to say this to me? I think he had a bad weekend with some guy at a rave... poor boy...
but anywho, I decided that I would TRY to honor his words? The problem is though that I want babies, and... I drink socially....
So.
The last thing.
No XTC.

i miss him...

Nerdy~

I abide by "Eulanca's Periodic Table of Men."

and, i'm even more in love with sonny than ever~ XDDDD

and, i'm starting to dig white guys again....

and, there was a guy on college who was like yelling at the bus stop, and like, a kid walks past and i was like OMG THAT POOR KID HAD TO PASS BY A SCARY STINKY YELLING OLD MAN~!!
but i don't think he got damaged in any way... meh, its what you get when you live in berkeley~

phew.

flies are the shit.

or just shitty.

dream guy???

Last night, in my dream, there was a guy i've never ever ever seen in my life and its like, omggg~~!!
XDD
he looks like a guy who i've never met who was kinda a part of nsu, only with bigger eyes.
hahaha, i dont kno why, but what i remember from the dream was him saying/singing this at his computer, "what the fuck im not a cowboy, what the fuck im not a cowboy, what the fuck im not a cowboy."
raannndoomm~~!!
and in the dream, he was supposed to be my like.... roommate i've never met??
even weirder~~
XDD
Dreams are WEIRD.

I had a complaint

Since you complained that I dont update often, i'll write another thing.

skool's starting.
WAAAHHH~~!!!
cryyyyyy~~~~~~~~!!!!!

imma die if i dont kill myself first~

Pervert guy??

iono, some woman on the sproul stopped me and my mom and started talking about some old white guy with a bad tan and how he was sitting in front of dwinelle reading the paper, and that he was like... a big perverted guy or something, and that he went around asking for ASIAN girl's numbers and/or email addresses....
yea, supposedly he's been reported to some of the departments on campus because of the women he targets, but no one can/will do anything about it?? i dunno~

there are also two other men that are somewhat perverted. their target is men.
be wary.
of men in general.
XDD